I was very frustrated.

But I felt bad after a while for being frustrated.

Potty training is an ongoing business, with ups and downs, but I'm just too impatient to accept and understand setbacks because I have always believed that Zak is too clever to understand simple instructions as he always does among other things. And now this.

But it's me who is stupid to behave like this. I observed Zak and saw him feel that I was upset towards him and he reacted meekly, like the way his daddy is when I am in a very bad mood.

It just makes me feel so so bad.

But I deserve it.